I miss tumblr so much it almost makes me cry.
Everything about it. Literally. I think of this community as a whole and it just makes my heart melt. Between being sick and now my awesome new job I’m going to really really really try and make more time for it. I need to do more of the lil things they make me happy
Clinton Roman x Tara Roberts — Peyote Stitched Hookah.
This isn’t your middle of the mall Hookah. Feast your eyes on this AMAZING collaboration between borosilicate genius Clinton Roman and Tara Roberts, who spent over 112 hours stitching miyuki japanese delicas and fire line. There are about 40,000 beads used on the two tubes which each measure two feet in length! Incredible!!
I sometimes can’t help but ask these questions…
They say if you do good, you get the good out of life. But then why have I always been dealt a bad hand? I had a job opportunity and got it stolen out from under me by a coeworker. I don’t want to be bitter, out of everyone he’s the only one who actually deserved it besides me. But I can’t help feeling cheated. I took his shift so he could go to his interview thinking the good act might bring me some in return. I was the one who actually got offered by a kid I actually made friends with which most people wouldnt. I just wanna feel like what I do is actually getting me so sort of result. But in the end I always try and do what’s right and end up broke with a verbally abusive company selling my life away everyday. My minds been sink in such a hard place since being sick and just trying to live a life I can, while I can. And in the end I still sit on the floor confused as ever, wondering why? Just why? After all I’ve gone through is it still not enough? Why do I deserve this? I just don’t understand….